Lonely me..

I love to be with every friend I had.. but, I would still feel lonely at last. I don't like that.. but what can I do? That's me. Example, when I chit-chat with my friends I would feel so happy and grateful to have so many friends but when I stop chatting and laughing I feel lonely again.. I really don't want to feel lonely again!!!

Arh! Die la... Die la...

Yesterday, my friend Ng Lip Fung chated with me... He told me that next week there's a gathering with my friends at SJK(c)Sungai Way. He said that my BF maybe would come if I did. So, he wanted me to go. I said I maybe could cause I remembered that I need to go up to Wen Dong(something about my scout). I went to ask my mom, she said we will go up on Friday, maybe can come down right at that day of gathering.

I was very happy thinking I could go.. But, I... I... got scared thinking the reaction of HIM... I know maybe he won't mind, but I do!!! I mind that I've gain fat the past year or so, I think.. And I'm starting to get shy about myself.. I don't know how to face him...? (What am I thinking?! I think I don't know too myself..)

Another to share..

I want to share this with you all out there.. This was not written by me. It was written by my sister's friend. She copied the first sour lines from some other place, then made the rest.. Creative, right?

打工生活真不好
要份工作去应考
老板刻薄嫌我老
发薪每次要去讨
现在工作很难找
让我越来越烦恼
木屋又比别人小
睡觉也怕屋子倒
家具手指数得了
吃饭不知怎么搞
菜里可以吃出草
汤里苍蝇在洗澡
桌上蚂蚁在赛跑
菜里本来油就少
桌下又有蚊子咬
餐餐吃不饱
祝你过得比我好！

Copyright - Jia Hui

Happy Birthday...!

First, I would like to say "Happy Birthday!" to my daddy.. n my frind, Leong Wen Han that had their birthday this 20th September..
Then I would like to tell about what i am doing lately.. (A bit connection with music) I am starting to learn how to play guitar.. Hoping to learn violin from my friend that is planning persuade her brother to learn and then teach us..(Her n me) Then thinking of the harmonica that I didn't get the chance to learn more.. (Because of the chinese yoyo that came to my old school and took away a lot of harmonica students, so the teacher quit teaching) I've only learned for a year!! And I was really good at it too!!! And also I've stopped my piano lesson for a while(mom suggested it), I think because I've tuition and all that.. But I know now that I'm somehow connected to music!!!!!

Phang Tze Ching, see here!

Phang Tze Ching! I saw it...! OK, I will fill it up.. @_@ Let see......

個人題
01 你叫什么: Low Xinyin
02 你的綽號: 营营
03 你的血型: Don't know.. I never knew!
04 你的星座: Aquarius
05 你是男還是女: Female, of course!
06 你幾歲: 13
07 你住哪裡: Puchong, Selangor
08 你現在的學校: SMK Putra Perdana
109 你有沒有手機: Got
10 承上，那是多少: ?? 承上？

朋友題
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: I think is Li Suan, wait! But now I sit with Shu Shan always.. I think is her.. 等等！Wan Xin also good.. Aiya!!! Don't want to choose la! I all also want!!! All Mine~~~ MUAHAHAHA!!!
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: .. Can't say want ma these things... But if really want me to squeeze 1 out.. Miko Yong la!

情題
21 你有沒有喜欢的人: Of course, it a part of life!
22 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過: I don't know.. don't know how is it counted..
23 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過: If not wrong, 2 loh!
24 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: I kira-kira.. I think not qualified as got la.. So no, I don't have..
25 現在有另一半吗: Nope! I'm single gua.. Cause I tell you all secretly har.. Got people tell me he like me.. but after that, no more news! Didn't see him online, no chat.. Nth!
26 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样: Ask her is she serious? -_-lll
27 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗: Need to think about it first..
28 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人: I think I'm single..
29 你和另一半牵手过吗: No
30 你和另一半抱或亲过吗: No
31你跟异性牵手过吗: Yes, I only remember when I'm in kinder garden, I go on stage to perform. I dance with a boy at the end, cause I'm the princess in the story. So got！
34 是谁，你们什么关系: I said it, it's nth! Just performing..
35 现在有人在追你吗: No..
36 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会: Very sad..
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会: Angry and sad. Wondering why he/she treated me like that..
38 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会: A little bit sad..
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗: I don't think so.. Although I think I could take care of myself..
40 你上课認真吗: No, but sometimes I could be too! For those teacher I like..
41 你功課好不好: ... A lot no do want loh..！
42 你开电脑都在干嘛: Go to Facebook loh! And listen to music..
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: Many until cannot count, like the stars in the sky!
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: Fewer than my gals.. OF　ＣＯＵＲＳＥ！
45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁: Ｐｈａｎｇ　Ｔｚｅ　Ｃｈｉｎｇ
46 这個人對你好不好: Ｎｉｃｅ！
47 這個人是你的誰: Ｆｒｉｅｎｄ．．
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗: Ｎｏ，　Ｉ　ｔｒｅａｔ　ｈｅｒ　ａｓ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ
49 你们认识多久了: １　ｙｅａｒ　ｍｏｒｅ．．　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　２　ｙｅａｒｓ．．
50 這個人是怎样的人: Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉｓ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｃａｒｅ　ｏｆ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｇａｌ．．．
51 这个人正／帥吗: Ｐｒｅｔｔｙ，　ｐｒｅｔｔｉｅｒ　ｔｈａｎ　ｍｅ！
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: Ｎｏ．．ｏｎｌｙ　ａｓ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．．
53 万一你喜欢這個人，你会怎么办: Ｄｏ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ．．

聯想題
54 說到正妹你会想到谁: I think is Anne Hathaway..?
55 說到帥哥你会想到谁: Ａｒｒｏｎ　Ｙａｎ　Ｙａ　Ｌｕｎ　炎亚纶
56 說到憨你会想到谁: .. don't know that what meaning..
57 說到痴你会想到谁: .. don't want to answer also
58 說到暗恋你会想到谁: All those boys that I liked secretly
59 說到出去玩你会想到谁: Li Suan or Wan Xin
60 說到聪明鬼你会想到谁: Tam Ho Yan.. but actually is Shu Shan, if I didn't wrongly remember our exam results for this time..
61 說到傻子你会想到谁: This is rude leh..! don't want to answer..
62 說到笑点低你会想到谁:　Ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ｍｅ？
63 說到愛笑你会想到谁: Ｍａｇｇｉｅ　Ｐｅｈ　Ｌｅｈ　Ｐｈｉｎｇ　白丽萍

學校題
64 你的班导是谁: Ｅｎｃｉｋ　Ｉｒｗａｎ
65 你的座位是第几排第几个: 离门很远的第四排，第四行／个。。一排有两个人
66 你最喜欢的老師是谁: Ｃｉｋｇｕ　Ｔｏｈ　Ｓｕ　Ｅｎ
67 你的英文好吗: Ｙｅｓ．．
68 你的体育好吗: Ｎｏｔ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｋｉｎｄ．．　Ｍｅｄｉｕｍ　ｏｋ！
69 你的数学好么: Ｙｅｓ，　Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ．．
70 你喜不喜欢你的校长: Ｎｏ，　ｅｘａｃｔｌｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｐｐｏｓｉｔｅ．．　Ｉ　ｈａｔｅ　ｈｅｒ！！！
71 你的学校好看吗: Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ａｓ　ｙｅｓ．．
72 你的班級是: 1A
73 你的班級在几楼: １ｓｔ　ｆｌｏｏｒ　ｉｆ　ｉｎ　Ｅｎｇｌａｎｄ　ｓｔｙｌｅ．．
74 填后感: ．．．．．．．．

So...? PUAS HATI?! Arh.. If puas good la, I... I.. zzZZZ~~ My god, so sleepy!

I feel like dying...

"Shit! I didn't finish that.. didn't finish this.." "Shit1 I forgot got homework.." "Shit! I didn't know there's homework for Science.." All this are what I always say nowadays... I really don't know how to solve these 'lazy' problems!!! Till now, I still haven't finish my History project!!!!! I'm so lazy to think about how to do it..
So you all know now my status, I'm stacked with a lifetime of homework!!! And I tell you, I'll never ever finish it on time! I'll be scold a hundred or a thousand and even a million or billion times but I'll just never wake up to see the problem... Because I just can't change the natural of ME! Just like although I'd like to be skinny and liked by guys, but I just can't be.. I'll always be the fat, non-likable,lazy little ugly duckling...

DIE LA IF CONTINUE LIKE THIS...

...zzzZZZ~~ BORING!!!
My mom is starting to have the idea of having a programmer to program my precious computer.. But it's the holidays!!! What am I to do if my computer... T_T
I only can play the computer or watch TV on holidays ma...
I hate homework leh...
Then on the other hand, I want to go out also cannot lo..
Mom scared the H1N1~~~ n I have batuk also.. but wear mask la!!!
Got wear mask still scare arh?!
Aiya, life is control by the GOD 1 la...
HE want u to live longer then u'll live longer loh!
Actually I say say only la... U can control ur own life too..
But life is about excitement ma~~~