Lonely me..

I love to be with every friend I had.. but, I would still feel lonely at last. I don't like that.. but what can I do? That's me. Example, when I chit-chat with my friends I would feel so happy and grateful to have so many friends but when I stop chatting and laughing I feel lonely again.. I really don't want to feel lonely again!!!

Arh! Die la... Die la...

Yesterday, my friend Ng Lip Fung chated with me... He told me that next week there's a gathering with my friends at SJK(c)Sungai Way. He said that my BF maybe would come if I did. So, he wanted me to go. I said I maybe could cause I remembered that I need to go up to Wen Dong(something about my scout). I went to ask my mom, she said we will go up on Friday, maybe can come down right at that day of gathering.

I was very happy thinking I could go.. But, I... I... got scared thinking the reaction of HIM... I know maybe he won't mind, but I do!!! I mind that I've gain fat the past year or so, I think.. And I'm starting to get shy about myself.. I don't know how to face him...? (What am I thinking?! I think I don't know too myself..)

Another to share..

I want to share this with you all out there.. This was not written by me. It was written by my sister's friend. She copied the first sour lines from some other place, then made the rest.. Creative, right?

打工生活真不好
要份工作去应考
老板刻薄嫌我老
发薪每次要去讨
现在工作很难找
让我越来越烦恼
木屋又比别人小
睡觉也怕屋子倒
家具手指数得了
吃饭不知怎么搞
菜里可以吃出草
汤里苍蝇在洗澡
桌上蚂蚁在赛跑
菜里本来油就少
桌下又有蚊子咬
餐餐吃不饱
祝你过得比我好！

Copyright - Jia Hui

Happy Birthday...!

First, I would like to say "Happy Birthday!" to my daddy.. n my frind, Leong Wen Han that had their birthday this 20th September..
Then I would like to tell about what i am doing lately.. (A bit connection with music) I am starting to learn how to play guitar.. Hoping to learn violin from my friend that is planning persuade her brother to learn and then teach us..(Her n me) Then thinking of the harmonica that I didn't get the chance to learn more.. (Because of the chinese yoyo that came to my old school and took away a lot of harmonica students, so the teacher quit teaching) I've only learned for a year!! And I was really good at it too!!! And also I've stopped my piano lesson for a while(mom suggested it), I think because I've tuition and all that.. But I know now that I'm somehow connected to music!!!!!

Phang Tze Ching, see here!

Phang Tze Ching! I saw it...! OK, I will fill it up.. @_@ Let see......

個人題
01 你叫什么: Low Xinyin
02 你的綽號: 营营
03 你的血型: Don't know.. I never knew!
04 你的星座: Aquarius
05 你是男還是女: Female, of course!
06 你幾歲: 13
07 你住哪裡: Puchong, Selangor
08 你現在的學校: SMK Putra Perdana
109 你有沒有手機: Got
10 承上，那是多少: ?? 承上？

朋友題
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: I think is Li Suan, wait! But now I sit with Shu Shan always.. I think is her.. 等等！Wan Xin also good.. Aiya!!! Don't want to choose la! I all also want!!! All Mine~~~ MUAHAHAHA!!!
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: .. Can't say want ma these things... But if really want me to squeeze 1 out.. Miko Yong la!

情題
21 你有沒有喜欢的人: Of course, it a part of life!
22 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過: I don't know.. don't know how is it counted..
23 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過: If not wrong, 2 loh!
24 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: I kira-kira.. I think not qualified as got la.. So no, I don't have..
25 現在有另一半吗: Nope! I'm single gua.. Cause I tell you all secretly har.. Got people tell me he like me.. but after that, no more news! Didn't see him online, no chat.. Nth!
26 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样: Ask her is she serious? -_-lll
27 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗: Need to think about it first..
28 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人: I think I'm single..
29 你和另一半牵手过吗: No
30 你和另一半抱或亲过吗: No
31你跟异性牵手过吗: Yes, I only remember when I'm in kinder garden, I go on stage to perform. I dance with a boy at the end, cause I'm the princess in the story. So got！
34 是谁，你们什么关系: I said it, it's nth! Just performing..
35 现在有人在追你吗: No..
36 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会: Very sad..
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会: Angry and sad. Wondering why he/she treated me like that..
38 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会: A little bit sad..
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗: I don't think so.. Although I think I could take care of myself..
40 你上课認真吗: No, but sometimes I could be too! For those teacher I like..
41 你功課好不好: ... A lot no do want loh..！
42 你开电脑都在干嘛: Go to Facebook loh! And listen to music..
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: Many until cannot count, like the stars in the sky!
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: Fewer than my gals.. OF　ＣＯＵＲＳＥ！
45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁: Ｐｈａｎｇ　Ｔｚｅ　Ｃｈｉｎｇ
46 这個人對你好不好: Ｎｉｃｅ！
47 這個人是你的誰: Ｆｒｉｅｎｄ．．
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗: Ｎｏ，　Ｉ　ｔｒｅａｔ　ｈｅｒ　ａｓ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ
49 你们认识多久了: １　ｙｅａｒ　ｍｏｒｅ．．　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　２　ｙｅａｒｓ．．
50 這個人是怎样的人: Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉｓ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｃａｒｅ　ｏｆ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｇａｌ．．．
51 这个人正／帥吗: Ｐｒｅｔｔｙ，　ｐｒｅｔｔｉｅｒ　ｔｈａｎ　ｍｅ！
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: Ｎｏ．．ｏｎｌｙ　ａｓ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．．
53 万一你喜欢這個人，你会怎么办: Ｄｏ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ．．

聯想題
54 說到正妹你会想到谁: I think is Anne Hathaway..?
55 說到帥哥你会想到谁: Ａｒｒｏｎ　Ｙａｎ　Ｙａ　Ｌｕｎ　炎亚纶
56 說到憨你会想到谁: .. don't know that what meaning..
57 說到痴你会想到谁: .. don't want to answer also
58 說到暗恋你会想到谁: All those boys that I liked secretly
59 說到出去玩你会想到谁: Li Suan or Wan Xin
60 說到聪明鬼你会想到谁: Tam Ho Yan.. but actually is Shu Shan, if I didn't wrongly remember our exam results for this time..
61 說到傻子你会想到谁: This is rude leh..! don't want to answer..
62 說到笑点低你会想到谁:　Ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ｍｅ？
63 說到愛笑你会想到谁: Ｍａｇｇｉｅ　Ｐｅｈ　Ｌｅｈ　Ｐｈｉｎｇ　白丽萍

學校題
64 你的班导是谁: Ｅｎｃｉｋ　Ｉｒｗａｎ
65 你的座位是第几排第几个: 离门很远的第四排，第四行／个。。一排有两个人
66 你最喜欢的老師是谁: Ｃｉｋｇｕ　Ｔｏｈ　Ｓｕ　Ｅｎ
67 你的英文好吗: Ｙｅｓ．．
68 你的体育好吗: Ｎｏｔ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｋｉｎｄ．．　Ｍｅｄｉｕｍ　ｏｋ！
69 你的数学好么: Ｙｅｓ，　Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ．．
70 你喜不喜欢你的校长: Ｎｏ，　ｅｘａｃｔｌｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｐｐｏｓｉｔｅ．．　Ｉ　ｈａｔｅ　ｈｅｒ！！！
71 你的学校好看吗: Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ａｓ　ｙｅｓ．．
72 你的班級是: 1A
73 你的班級在几楼: １ｓｔ　ｆｌｏｏｒ　ｉｆ　ｉｎ　Ｅｎｇｌａｎｄ　ｓｔｙｌｅ．．
74 填后感: ．．．．．．．．

So...? PUAS HATI?! Arh.. If puas good la, I... I.. zzZZZ~~ My god, so sleepy!

I feel like dying...

"Shit! I didn't finish that.. didn't finish this.." "Shit1 I forgot got homework.." "Shit! I didn't know there's homework for Science.." All this are what I always say nowadays... I really don't know how to solve these 'lazy' problems!!! Till now, I still haven't finish my History project!!!!! I'm so lazy to think about how to do it..
So you all know now my status, I'm stacked with a lifetime of homework!!! And I tell you, I'll never ever finish it on time! I'll be scold a hundred or a thousand and even a million or billion times but I'll just never wake up to see the problem... Because I just can't change the natural of ME! Just like although I'd like to be skinny and liked by guys, but I just can't be.. I'll always be the fat, non-likable,lazy little ugly duckling...

DIE LA IF CONTINUE LIKE THIS...

...zzzZZZ~~ BORING!!!
My mom is starting to have the idea of having a programmer to program my precious computer.. But it's the holidays!!! What am I to do if my computer... T_T
I only can play the computer or watch TV on holidays ma...
I hate homework leh...
Then on the other hand, I want to go out also cannot lo..
Mom scared the H1N1~~~ n I have batuk also.. but wear mask la!!!
Got wear mask still scare arh?!
Aiya, life is control by the GOD 1 la...
HE want u to live longer then u'll live longer loh!
Actually I say say only la... U can control ur own life too..
But life is about excitement ma~~~

A song to share...

I like this song and would like to share it with you guys... but those who dunno Chinese.. Sorry, can't help... I like it because it's about love and it says missing somebody makes someone tougher. It's a song sang by Danson Tang from Taiwan...

你看见 天空吗 蓝得跟离别那天一样

你依然 爱哭吗 我肩膀还是为你空下

你的笑 是我抽屉里面唯一的收藏

纵然背景是一整片海洋

不在乎 隔开我们的航程多么漫长

思念让一个人变得更强

只要我有呼吸的一天

你是我最温柔的悬念

悬在心上牵动我所有的感觉

真爱不只是拥抱那么浅

不管你在不在我身边

都是我最温柔的悬念

悬在心上平衡了寂寞的黑夜

只要想你一遍

连孤单也觉得甜

曾和你 创造过的回忆一沙一天堂

够我度过没有你的时光

我祈祷 风只让我的世界尘土飞扬

不要去 吹乱了你的头发

只要我有呼吸的一天

你是我最温柔的悬念

悬在心上牵动我 所有的感觉

真爱不只是拥抱那么浅

不管你在海角或天边

爱你是最温柔的悬念

悬在心上我就和你 有了连结

什么都会改变

只有我的爱 不会

唱：唐禹哲

A non-expert and somebody's not chatting with me..

These days I feel weird... I seem to be wanting more time in front of the computer! And I think a part from the reasons is that I feel like chatting to him. I go straight to Facebook after I open my computer maybe because of him...! I feel like bumping into him in Facebook.. But I always dunno what to say, what to ask, how to start a chat to not make him feel...... uncomfortable, annoying and that I'm bothering him... I'm really not an expert in this!!!

Him, him, him...

My BF I've talked about the last 2 blogs is such a hardworking boy... He was working on his Geography project last Friday and when I went offline, it was like already 1 am.. And he was still doing his project. Saturday, he also stayed up late.. I asked him again why is he still in front of the computer. He said that he was doing his project, but not the Geography project... It was his History project!!! My goodness me..!! He's so hardworking.. even on Fridays and Saturdays..

Still about him...

25 July 2009, It was still about him~~~ The day before, he asked me to be his GF.. I said OK cause I can feel that he has taken out all his courage to ask me. But I had no idea how will this relationship work for now, cause we're still young and going out is still depending on our parents.. Plus, we're not in the same school, so we would be chatting online or talking through the phone...

This day, from morning to evening, he didn't even start a chat with me although he was online all day.. So I started the chat, I guess he was just too shy, I asked him why to see if I was right... He said yes.. I know he's honest, but did or did I just read his mind...? Funny.. Suddenly I feel like this between him and me are so alike... Like that late night before we agreed to stop chatting, my dad asked me to stop. So I typed and told him, he typed back that his dad had also asked him to stop. We said good night and asked each other to sleep early, then I went first.. I dunno how long more did he stayed online... Just knowing that we were doing well!

I'm so happy!!!

24 July 2009, I feel loved... That late night, I was still online in my Facebook. I saw my primary school classmate who I had a crush on before said 'Hi!' to me n so we chat... When we chat, I remembered how he describe me as cute the other night.. and he said that he should have said it a long time ago.. I was somehow feeling a bit red when he describe me like this.

Then this day, he took the move.. He told me his feelings for me.. He said that it was from the first time we met.. I think it was standard 2 when I met him.. Now I know, when I gave him the handmade name made of strings and the cake made by my mother... he was really happy! He was not pretending to be..

I still can recall that moment. He was so cute!!! He gave me a cheese cake on my birthday and I gave him my cake (our birthday is the same day)... He was smiling! Then I went to where he sat and ask about how the cake taste like.. He said it was yummy when I saw the cake still untouched... You see, how cute is he!!! Hahaha...

OK~~~ More next time... But I really have to tell, he ask me to be his GF~ Haha.. Oh really, next time when I have time to tell... I really have to sleep...

Hi...

Hi, I'm new here... I hope u guys can give more comment for me to learn n change to make a nice blog for u guys to read... Thanks for those that help in giving me comments!